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English / French website / Site web en français et en anglais — about my fine oil and acrylic paintings between 2009 and today. / mes peintures à l'huile et à l'acrylique de 2009 à aujourd'hui…
Today 19h Budapest Time
RDV à 19h …
In the Interior series I want to create an ideal house where every corner has is own sensuality:
The entrance, (oil on canvas / huile sur toile)
Curtain Boy 6
CB April 22d 2010, private collection***
In the series called Man at the window or MAW I always paint a man in the sunlight through a window; I noticed that this posture is very interesting for the contrast of lights and the beauty of the body:
(My first acrylic ever)
The Reader series:
See more retrospective / Continuer la retrospective ici/here
THE COLOR SERIES
The Black Series:
In this series, I want to represent all the imagination strange or magic feelings you can have in the dark…
2009 from Chagall
L’appartion, 20 décembre 2009, Fajsz-Hungary private collection
Many of my purchasers ask themselves what happened: why I stopped my selling on eBay? after an automatic letter from ebay France, I was “suspended”, till when? Apparently after my letter I received no answer so “eternally suspended”… If I go on painting freely without a doubt for ever! But you can still find my freely painted art in the catalog of my website (when there is no exhibition, currently there is one till the 30th of december in NYC). Have fun and see you soon! Cyril
Here the reason why: according to this eBay policy I should paint maximum the ass or the naked torso of a man. If you look on ebay right now how many paintings are sill representing more than that ? On ebay us lucky painters plenty but till when? On ebay France none. And then ebay says in translation from the Fench ebay bellow: “we don’t say if an object is art or not” but then exactly 3 lines lower you can see the text below in french and read that” male nude frontal could be in the art section…” (ebay refuse adult section in France and the adult gay section of art is empty in us) “…but only if it is considered artistic” so what? they say or don’t say it is art?)and then this chaotic-like-a-didactorial-text says that “only some Michael Angelo’s David, some “pin-up vintages” (sic!) some Renaissance paintings and some cherubins could be considered artistic” it’s really funny, strange would be even comic if they didn’t stole my money… so that means that ebayFrance actually gives itself the right to judge your art… freedom oh freedom… Finally they stole me about 300 USD because of unpaid paintings: this money I gave automatically from Paypal and couldn’t ask Paypal to stop giving them… after 60 days (the limite they give to have your maney back) of letters without answer they won’t pay me back my 300 USD… It is the fruit of my success they killed in october: eBay took a percentage on a lot of biddings I had (about 1500 USD i will never receive) and this BEFORE I actually received this money on Paypal which is in my opinion totally illegal and frightening… nobody could pay me because they stopped my account… Finally if I wanted to have my money back maybe I had to say something like: “Dear eBay I promess that from now I will paint only some Michael Angelo’s David, some “pin-up vintages”, some Renaissance paintings and some cherubins and will put them in the art section of your majesty the didactor of internet”???
Here the text:
Nudité et nu artistique
eBay définit la nudité comme la représentation des parties génitales, de l’anus ou des seins avec tétons. Les fesses (d’un homme ou d’une femme), un torse masculin nu ou une poitrine féminine sans téton visible n’entrent pas dans cette définition. Nous ne nous prononçons pas sur la valeur artistique d’un objet, mais nous examinons le contenu de la description, les images et la catégorie d’une annonce afin de déterminer si un objet doit ou non être supprimé.
Soumis à restrictions
|Liste non exhaustive du contenu réservé aux adultes ou à caractère sexuel non autorisé sur le site d’eBay :
For years I did what I thought I had to do. It just became… “Necessary”. Then “Necessary” became consuming and then consuming became life sucking… Yet, even though my life was being stolen from me I was still afraid to stop. Crazy!?!I was driven by fear’s constant “what ifs”. What if I stop and we don’t have enough money – What if people get angry with me – What if others tell me I’m wrong – What if I can’t do anything else??? The list goes on and on…
From a spiritual perspective – fear is not of God (I am not christian though, my God is more a private abstract God far from any religion) – or rather, I find God often telling me in scripture »> DO NOT BE AFRAID! Does that mean I throw all caution to the wind? No, but it does tell me that my logic and my life choices are better determined by my faith than they are by my fears.
So what did I do? Well, I started with the idiom “life is short” – this disarmed and unveiled the ugly cycle I had been drawn into. Next – I prayed, received confirmation, faced the “what ifs” and ultimately chose life – that is – the things I love including; my God, my family, my friends, my art and many other passions as well.
I am aware that life isn’t always about what we want but, be wary because it can become all about what we are afraid of.
So today I am celebrating abundant provision, true opinions, and above all, the fact that I have my life back!
~ Happy day to you all
ps: this text i made mine with one change (God) and it is originally here … because I felt like I could totally have written it, every word I agree…
Geo : What am i doing? from the begining (2009) I express my view through all the influences of painters, photographs, models and sculptors of any time.
People often tell me that my paintings and my ceramics are interesting and have a kind of beauty in them, well I hope that it’s true for all those who have them at home: I sent more than 500 artworks all around the world already, all of them you can see on my websites
What i am looking for during the time I create something is to take out — outside of myself — this kind of skill I discovered I have and that I can’t put word on it… I have it very deeply indeed from always but I manage to take it out of this deep myself only when I use the tool of male erotism and sensuality… I don’t analyse anymore this process, but I notice it all along my creation with a sort of pleased incapacity… my brushes or my knives always follow one way: my attraction for some representation of male body, of some models or some other painters artwork (very few) and the emotion that all this brings with it, in fact without this “male nude” impulsion I have the feeling that I won’t do anything good…
I often ask myself the following question since I began to paint three years ago: what make me shivering, what exalt me so much always in life, what bring such strong desire in me ? i don’t even ask myself WHY anymore, but I answer again and again this question without word in painting, it’s a sort of answer just in 500 pictures… Of course this answer comes from this deep me, from my childwood too, my teenwood and finally my present grown-up life. There was a time when I looked for myself and then I faced the “plural desire” which the society displaid in this case … I have also the project to analyse my life under a sort of open biography with the main role of erotism (see the textin french following) and of a kind of sexuality without limit which has been my life till 5 years ago…
What do I mean by “plural desire” ?
I think about the homosexual desire and the image of it by the media today : for the media to be gay it’s like to be a prostitute who sleeps here and there every single time and I had a long time problems to put myself out of this image because everything bring me back to it… but I succeed thanks to some people, some friends I think and some events in my life which made me think a lot about what I am doing do do in this world finally… in my case, this plural desire stopped me during a long time to be stable and to know the complete affection of one single person… be sure that I succeed finally but only after a long work on myself which manage to go far from this… — let say– image of the “gay bitch” which the society with the media still shows today through the mirror of the gay stereoptype, despite the rare partnership and isolated gay mariages which are still controversal and don’t manage to make forget this image in my opinion and to stop the rejection of many other people (even gay people) because it is a terribly negative image and most persons follow it blindly being a caricature of it… That doesn’t mean that gay mariage is bad at all! don’t misunderstand me: for the moment till the homo-erotic sensuality will express and show itself by this plural desire acting here and there, gay mariage won’t be a reality. For my little story this plural desire finally finished and managed to metamorphose in one unique desire, but this was the end and the price of a very strong emotional choc that I lived, a sort of electro-choc which happened in Serbia (in Kosovo and at the Bulgarian border)…
Je dois revenir en arrière et décrire le fil depuis l’adolescence ou même depuis l’enfance jusqu’à aujourd’hui. Dire comment j’étais devenu à l’âge de 30 ans une sorte de machine inhumaine malgré mes rêves d’enfant… Je ne regrette pas ces années qui ont été une sorte de libération nécessaire mais qui ne pouvaient continuer sans une suite dangereusement inhumaine où je me serais perdu : si je devais compter les rencontres que j’ai eu en l’espace de 12 ans, entre l’âge de 24 ans et de 36 ans, entre mes débuts en ville – seul dans un 20 m² à Toulouse, jusqu’à la fin à Prague – lorsque j’étais en colocation quelques jours pour m’apercevoir que ce n’était plus possible, j’atteindrais le nombre de… mille partenaires! Je me suis aperçu que toutes ces renconttres ne m’amenaient à rien, elles se ressemblaient toutes puisqu’elles se résumaient toujours à la même jouissance, au même jeu sexuel ou bien elles avaient perdu ce piquant que je leur avais trouvé à partir de l’age de 17 ans… Au bout du compte, douze ans de rencontres n’avaient pas réussi à effacer cette solitude qui m’accablait déjà à l’adolescence, voir même enfant.
J’ai rencontré A. cela a duré cinq ans mais on n’a pas été prêts : j’avais 27 ans et lui 23. Depuis trois ans, quand je l’ai rencontré, je commençai à peine à vraiment m’ouvrir à la vie. J’habitais au centre ville… Cette ouverture n’avait lieu qu’alors malgré mes multiples essais dès mes 17 ans. A 17 ans, sans avoir la majorité légale pour le faire, j’ai quitté le berceau familial pour aller sur les routes rencontrer la vie… pendant ces sept premières années où je voulais être un adulte jusqu’à mes 24 ans, je suis resté dans la maison familliale en essayant de voyager le plus possible… (à suivre…)
Geo: Ce que je fais depuis le début (2009) c’est exprimer ma vision à travers toutes les influences de peintres, de photographes, de modèles et de sculpteurs de tous les temps : ma vision de l’érotisme masculin.
En lire d’avantage…
All my paintings (248 today) belong to collections from all around the world: US, France, Australia, Belgium, Netherlands, Great Britain. Or they are still in the workshop waiting for you… They were painted in 2009 and 2010.
New series: Fashion, Cité, Sofa, Manhattan, Boy in the grass, Andy Warhol, Metal and the controversal (censored by ebay) Hot series of course…
Boy in the grass series:
The Andy Warhol series:
Some Andy Warhol Factory words I made mine:
“Every day something new”
“…he was working day and night on his paintings…”
“…so that he could mass-produce images the way capitalist corporations mass produce consumer goods…”
“Covered with tin foil and silver paint, the Factory was decorated by Warhol’s friend Billy Name… The silver represented the decadence of the scene, as well as the proto-glam of the early sixties. Silver, fractured mirrors, and tin foil were the basic decorating materials loved by the early amphetamine users of the sixties. Billy Name was the perfect person to take this style and cover the whole factory, even the elevator. By combining the industrial structure of the unfurnished studio with the glitter of silver and what it represented, Warhol was commenting on American values, as he did so often in his art. The years spent at the Factory were known as the Silver Era, not solely because of the design, but because of the decadent and carefree lifestyle full of money, parties, drugs and fame.” I should think about it :)) already begin to paint with silver acrylic last week (At the Sea 10)…
The Metal series:
“Nudity, graphic sexuality, drug use, same-sex relations and transgender characters appear in some form in almost all of his work filmed at the Silver Factory. Considered socially unacceptable, even appalling at the time…”
The Hot series: “Fuck me!”, “Blow jobs”, “69″ etc.
The “pissing” series:
“La cité” series is all about Paris and the big french cities suburb gay life…
The Beer series:
Journal= Technique Peinture les médiums
Aujourd’hui le 17 Juin 2009, j’ai lu 3 livres de la bibliothèque française de Budapest sur la technique de la peinture, révolutionant mes idées sur comment peindre mes 1000 tableaux… Je réalise que peindre 1 tableau tous les 3 jours est difficile et 50 tableaux par an me semble suffisant. Peut-être devrai-je me limiter à 100 tableaux avant d’en peindre un supplémentaire chaque fois que j’en vend un…
I just watched with A. the movie of Peter Brook from the novel The Lord of the flies. It gave me the idea to call the painting I did today Lord of the rainbow. After this I don’t know if I should go on to call my blog “male nude paintings”?
Je dédicace cette peinture au film Douches froides que je vous recommande…
2 octobre 2011
That has been a while that this post is seen everyday several time a day I don’t know why, without a doubt because of the beautiful photo… Yesterday i decided to send the painting to who wants it and for that I cut it up into pieces in order to prepare the cheapest shipping…
Here is the result and you can find this “puzzle” on eBay Here! I wish you an amazing puzzle-painting experience!
I will accelerate : One “shower” is painted now. What next ?
Comme ce couple de garçons qui s’embrasseront dans toutes les gares de Berlin pour livrer un message de paix, je finis de vous présenter en vrac une de mes premières peintures du mois de janvier….